heart scream

I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real but pain really hurts and its really how I feel. Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears. I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand, You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand, So many promises you made, and more of them broken, Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking n0w. , . I have given all my love to you,

but what do I get in return? A broken heart. I MADE YOU MY EVERYTHING AND N0W IM N0THING,I have given you my heart, and you stomp on it like a doormat. I have given you my youth and you took advantage of my un- experienced heart and played with my emotions.I gave you my life and you killed me day by day. I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece, So I no longer love you. I want to loose my memory so, I no longer think of you. I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you. I want to cry but I no longer have any more tears to fall down my sad lonely face. I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them. I can't seem to find a way out. What do I do? I don't want anyone to see this not even you. How do I get out of this? How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery? I can't seem to find anyone to make feel the way you do, The way you look at me, the way you say my name, the sound of your voice when you tell me that you care. I love you so much I think I'm going to die from this pain that haunts me n0w, How can i forget you? If the only love I know is you. How can I move on? If life is not the same without you. I want to brake free and move on but I think I'll be doing something wrong. I just have to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by, And let my heart pain n bleed till i die