PLEASE BE WITH ME... ='(

I am always thinking of you..
I am always reaching you..
I am always praying to have you..
I am always loving you..
And almost forgetting myself just for you..

Am i weak or strong for loving some1 who doesn't care?
Am i fool or brave for taking all the fears?
Is this the real consequence of loving you too much?

Pls, forgive me, for loving you this way,
Pls, believe me, and dont stay away from me,
Pls dont leave me, im not ready yet,
Cant you see im here, can't you feel im real?..
Pls, be with me..


I am loving sum1 who doesnt care, I am thinking 0f sum1 who doesnt here..
I am blaming no one for
Too much waste, and never regretted anything..

I am trying to ease all the pain,
I am fighting for nothing,
I am wishing and believing..
So ironic to feel this thing..

Is this the real promise of true love?!

forever and always i love you

when im with you,
eternity is a step away.
my love continues to grow
with each passing day.

this treasure of love,
i cherish with in my soul.
how much i love you,
you'll never really know.

you bring joy to my heart,
that i've never felt before.
with each touch of your hand,
i love you more and more.

whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we're apart,
i hold you really deep
inside my heart.

so this seven words i never said
to anyone that i loved in my past,
"FOREVER AND ALWAYS I WILL LOVE YOU"
these words are only made by me
for my one and only YOU.



"FOREVER AND ALWAYS I WILL LOVE YOU"

the truth

i do beLive the Lord above, created you for me to Love, he picks you up frOm the rest, because he knows i Love you best. i have a heart that is true, it was gven to me just for you, so care for it like what i do, for it is mine and all for you. when i get to heaven and your not their, i'll wait for you at the golden stairs, but if you nOt their on judgement day, i knOw your gone the other way. i will return my angel wings, my golden lire and everything, to prOve to you my love is true. i go to hell just to be with you

heart scream

I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real but pain really hurts and its really how I feel. Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears. I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand, You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand, So many promises you made, and more of them broken, Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking n0w. , . I have given all my love to you,

but what do I get in return? A broken heart. I MADE YOU MY EVERYTHING AND N0W IM N0THING,I have given you my heart, and you stomp on it like a doormat. I have given you my youth and you took advantage of my un- experienced heart and played with my emotions.I gave you my life and you killed me day by day. I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece, So I no longer love you. I want to loose my memory so, I no longer think of you. I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you. I want to cry but I no longer have any more tears to fall down my sad lonely face. I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them. I can't seem to find a way out. What do I do? I don't want anyone to see this not even you. How do I get out of this? How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery? I can't seem to find anyone to make feel the way you do, The way you look at me, the way you say my name, the sound of your voice when you tell me that you care. I love you so much I think I'm going to die from this pain that haunts me n0w, How can i forget you? If the only love I know is you. How can I move on? If life is not the same without you. I want to brake free and move on but I think I'll be doing something wrong. I just have to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by, And let my heart pain n bleed till i die